~kagurafuuko

Hy thar XD XD XD

*it's a very very weird journal with a bad grammar (coz i wrote it at the night lol)... so you don't have to read it*


hu hu... I'm in a-bit-emo-mode now .... because of very simple things.

I have a little fight with my mother. the reason is actually complicated... but in my opinion... it's all because of my childishness LOL

My mother caughte me when i was using internet and she scolded me.... and she took the modem away. so i can't steal the time wheheheheheh (+ mode)
I know that i was so foooooooooll when she asked me.. "what are you doing?"... and i answred "err... using internet"....... noesss at that time i really couldn't lie because i would dick my own grave if i did

(hahhaha.... i know that it's a little hyperbolic... but for me... internet is part of my life LOL. but i'm still lucky because my parents don't take my laptop )

So... since yesterday.... I have never smiled to my mother. It's not like that i hate or angry at her... *jujur.. rada ja-im haha*


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yesterday.. my IT (computer) teacher asked me to join the "MIT" (err... it's like a computer organization team. The activities is like to make a server, or be a teacher's assistant) as a designer or illustrator. i felt so honored, because to join the team, we should register before and will be given a test. But i don't have to do it because teacher asked me. (btw my seat friend is the member too LOL... she's the one who told me to met the teacher... so that's the reason)

I'm very happy and want to tell my parents. But I didn't do it because I think they won't agree me join it. They would think that it'll give a trouble to my study


It had happend before.. last year.... when I was still in the first grade (1st term)... I have a task to made a circle of Advent. In the fact.... this was task for all students in my class... but only two people (me and my friend) that want to make this *SIALAN... TAK SWOBEK2 KALIAN DX ... masa lalu* *even some students (my friends) from next class help us *
then... i wanted to continue it at home. and my parents (esp. my father) scolded me... "why do you do the class's task by you alone in a time like this?? Just leave it to your friend" Yeah... i can tolerate it. but... "You know that you're stupid that you can get 3 for your math! and you have a lot of bad scores!! You should study!! You just spend your study-time if you make it!" "Don't pretend to be a hero!!"

it really hurt me at that time. and i hope it was the last time i cut my own hand with cutter LOL (it was the fifth time if i don't wrong)

I know that my father is a clever person. but i really want him not to compare my with my brothers, sister, and him! I know that i don't have any cleverness like them... it's always make me modest... but people is NOT the same.


Huwaaaa.... why do I talk about the past?? LOL LOL LOL *slapped by the reader*


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Hwa... that's why.. i hope i can build a good relationship with my familly. It's not like we have a bad relation... they are very kind to me.. but maybe i'm to introvert and closed myself for them. If my familly enjoy their time (like watching TV or chatting together) in the living room or my parent's room, I'm the one who is at my own room. They always ask me to join them but I refuse them (how fool I am DX... but I'm not used to it). Somethimes i can't say what i want to say... it's hurts really. I hope i can be an open-person for my family.

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sorry for very very very very very fucking-weird-emoish journal DX DX DX

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clubs:

hueeeeeeeeee.. school starts from today!!! i'm die now!!! FUCK YOU SCIENCE!!! LOL LOL LOL
i'm 11th grade now haha....
*najes dateng2 sekolah udah disuguhin vektor ama guru fisika.. BAGOS! TAK SWOBEK SWOBEK KAMU!!*

and my father ban me from internet too .. so i can online at sunday or saturday only
but of course i'll steal the time too


hik..... see you everyone... i'm gonna miss you


thanks for the watch and faves

yaaah... i have been back to Cirebon since last Sunday from Jakarta.
CHECK THIS PIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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*same link lol*

28th of june, i went to pim2 to attend the gathering that was held by
i met , , , and 2 others people that i don't know the name *sorry *

6h of July, I attended the J'vo event!!!
I met , , , , , , (KYAAAAAAA SHE IS COPIC MASTER THAT I ADMIRED SO MUCH!!!) , , , , , , and , etc

I MET MY FRIENDSTER FRIEND TOO!!! ALL OF THEM ARE FUJOSHI!!! XD
they are cylon, riel, alita (varan), etc XD XD XD XD XD

DOUJINSHI that i bought!!!
- guess
- welcome to high school
- vongola express
- Raison d'etre
- Silent love -
- taste like chocolate
- Naruto funbook
- attack
- Naruto funbook 2

Post cards:
- allen
- 3 cards

actually i want to buy ,s itachi post card too, but my father had already fetched me

I want to meet but i can't find her
couldn't come too

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thank you very much for everything


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Yayyy feature time. I love feature thingy very much
So IF YOU WANT TO BE FEATURED!!!! LEAVE A COMMENT "I WANNA BE FEATURED!!!!!!!!" XD XD XD XD

I'll start with 20 slots. But Don't worry! because i'll add moarr slot! so all of you can be featured XD XD XD

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LOOKIE LOOKIE PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
LOOK AT THEESEEEEEEEEEEE
It's gitt art for me from my friends (included request and art trade)
i'm really happyyy. thank youuuu
even tough there are some old gift, I STILL WANNA FEATURE ALL OF THEEEEM XD XD XD
thanks for your kindness


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News
Thank you very much to God, to the teacher and your supports. I am given the chance to be in the Science class. I'll do my best from now!!!

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CLUB:

Waaaaaaaiii..... yayy for Junjou Romantica (included junjou egoist + terrorist). thank you for for introducing me this manga . I fell in love with this series when i read the first volume. In my opinion, it's the best yaoi manga i ever read

I love JR so much that I always download the anime too LOL

.........
the main topic i wanted to ask... is...

I had downloaded Junjou Romantica vol 5 last month. This volume also feature Junjou terrorist. same as usual, i downloaded it from mangatraders.com
But i realize now, actually this afternoon. there was only one chapter (junjou terrorist), but in the contest, there is 3 chapter of junjou terrorists.

Is the translated version of junjou terrorist hasn't been released??

i decided to download the RAW version, but it always failed
when i re-downloaded the translated version in mangatraders, it failed too *i have waited for 5 hours *

aaaaaaaaaaarrghhhhh i can't be patient for JR anime episode 10 too .............. it's junjou terrorist's turn



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ah by teh way...... :iconyukinokaori: is here naooo!!!!!! yaaaaaaaaaayyy i really miss ya tasyaaaaaaa
and ya know..... she brought me VAMPIRE KNIGHTS animeeee... kyaaaaaaaaa thank you very much.
and..
she brought me too
the book that i want so much
it is...
LELAKI TERINDAH (it's a homo novel from indonesia )

i wanted to buy it... but it has been sold out
but she brought me it

THANK YOUUUUUUUUU

I almost cry when i read the novel....... it's so saadddd ;cries:


as i promised before....... I'll give you all of my yaoi collection for youuu Tasyaaaaa
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i guess it's a very lame journal... forgive mee

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