Hi, how have you been? XD ... it's been a while I haven't updated this journal... and of course I'm still alive (though I'm currently mastering my skill as silent watcher aka stalker lol)

By the way, thank you very much for the faves, watches, and comments. I really appreciate them

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Uhm as the title say, recently I have been being very a bit unmotivated a. Well, I have been so ambitious and always want to be better than others... but I also do realize that I have something called limit too. I might have been improved years ago (like 2007-208 improvement), but this time I may also get de-improvement (and you can say  that I already have got it lol)

I have been so stress about it, eventually when seeing my friends get improved from time to time and walk in front of me, while I'm just stuck in the same place _{and I think the phrase is too melancholy, well it's not really like that}. But when I'm thinking about it... well there's nothing I can really do... right? lol. I just have to do my best.

Oh but it doesn't mean that I'm still felt pressured about this (well it still does)... because someone from tumblr wrote this:

<sub>Art is a journey, and your journey is your own. If your friends / colleagues / rivals / internet artist you admire seem to be unreachable, leave them be. Your goal should never be "catching up to them", but rather should always be "being better than you were yesterday."

(rebloged from e1n from tum-blur)</sub>

This is... what have been motivating me recently . Well I might have been to rushed to be 'the best', so I forgot the most important things-enjoyments when drawing XD. I may not be able to surpass my friends, but I still can challenge the yesterday's me

_{Oh well and I have been into Inazuma and Gundam AGE recently, so what I did these days were doing nothing except watching, reading fanfiction/doujinshi, playing and ditched my assignments /shot/ .... so there's no way I would get improved if I were this lazy... well I still do draw fanarts though lol} </s>

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uhm sorry for the useless rants _{with crappy english also}

By the way, I'll be on HOTARU-The Japan Fair ITB events (2nd Juni) and is going to sell some merchandise and artbooks XDD. Care to visit? =3


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Selling Goodies online
- Inazuma Eleven Un-official fanbook 01 - Day and Night

How to buy [link]
- Fubukiyamaru Postcards

How to buy [link]
- Touhou Project Un-official b/w fanbook - White to Black

How to buy TBA